feelings

I can barely do anything because of my anxiety and I'm dreading going into school tomorrow for P.A so much, I have to get a doctors appointment to talk about medication and get tests to check for long term damage and this is hell

When a Christian mentions Hell to me again, I'm going to ask them how they know this isn't the Hell the Bible speaks about and humanity is the Devil

I'm an atheist but whatever, I can ask them that because how do they know it isn't

I'm listening to Taylor Swift, all of her songs and I'm listening to Fearless and it just reminds me of summer, I used to listen to it everyday because it grasped how I felt perfectly and although the way I feel now, even though we broke up 5 months ago, it's horrific, but even though I feel like this, I would do it all again because I was so happy with him

I just didn't appreciate it

I better feel that way again and I'll do it so much better